Rusted Rebel Off you gooo........(My first song)

First of all I would like to say that its not dedicated to anyone nor is it made for any purpose(I know u get me)...Its my first song's lyrics....here it goes....


I wanted it to snow
while the sun glows

I wanted it to rain
while you felt my pain

As a proof of my genuinity

As you go on with life
And I battle it out

As u live in profanity
And i battle for my identity
with my insanity

throw me from the cliff
Let me drown into horrors of the sea
where silence of the depth
is sufficient to take away your breath

As i walk through the silence of hell
for the reasons even i cant tell
I had trusted but I got betrayal
I got rusted and became rebel

Rusted rebel off you go

with the time you will grow
As your intentions were clear
you dont need to fear, she will know

I had stories to tell
and I thought you fell
(for me)

I had ideas to sell
and I thought you'll earn
(for me)

As you go on with life
And I battle it out
As you live in superiority
And I battle with inferiority
for purity

throw me from the cliff
Let me drown into horrors of the sea
where silence of the depth
is sufficient to take away your breath

As I walk through the silence of hell
for the reasons even I cant tell
I had trusted but I got betrayal
I got rusted and became rebel

Rusted rebel off you go
with the time you will grow
As your intentions were clear
you dont need to fear, she will know

I dont blame you
for all of this bullshit

I was lame coz
I got lost and misfit

but
didnt my eyes tell u the truth
didnt my lies tell u the truth
didnt my sssstammer tell u the truth
didnt my grammar tell u the truth

The truth is that
no matter how far you go
no matter how far you runaway
the memories stay

That was past that would last
like a bomb it will blast

Now I am looking at the rainbow
thinking about the sunshine
feeling the breeze
knowing you are not mine

Rusted rebel off you go
with the time you will grow
As your intentions were clear
you dont need to fear, she will know